January 2012
43 posts
December 2011
50 posts
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I’ll post this in my “diary” because I’d rather not cause “drama”
but either way you will read it because you stalk my ass.
So. I’m not interested in you. That’s all there is to it. I wanted to be your friend because I thought you were cool but in the end my plans for a friendship backfired.
Either you be straight up about this and talk to me head...
I can't stand bitches
who live for their man. Shit. Grow up for your damn self. Your man don’t give a shit and for sure he gon dump ur ass for being a needy ass mofo.
Whatever.
Dream
Bear
To see a bear in your dream symbolizes independence, the cycle of life, death and renewal, and resurrection. You are undergoing a period of introspection and thinking. The dream may also be a pun on “bare”. Perhaps you need to bare your soul and let everything out into the open.
To dream that you are being pursued or attacked by a bear denotes aggression, overwhelming obstacles...
I've been awake since 2am and why am I not sleepy?
Is it the fact that I’m kind of super upset about being just another number?
No, asshole. I am not another number. I will not be mistreated just because you don’t want to give time cuz of ur selfish ass.
In fact, I don’t even know why I gave you the time of day.
It’s all a façade. You say you’re nice but you’re only nice in order to get what YOU want.
Well...
Stephanie's dream last night
Main themes (from dreammoods.com)
Death To dream about the death of a loved one suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what you like about them. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, the dream indicates that whatever that person...
I Would Do Anything For You Foster the People
Never wanna stand up for myself Never wanna get in the way, I said it I don’t know what the plan is, But you can share with me, ‘cause I’ll be listening here to everything you say—I won’t turn away And I will listen, open up my heart and I must say that I love you, so
Oo la love, I’ve fallen in love, and it’s better this time than ever...
Dream from last night;
Major themes in my dream: (from dreammoods.com)
Home To see your home in your dream signifies security, basic needs, and values. You may be feeling at “home” or settled at your new job or environment.Alternatively, the dream represents your basic needs and priorities.
Borrow To dream that you are borrowing something suggests that you need to let go of your pride. It is okay to ask...
“If you can love someone with your whole heart, even one person, then...”
– Aomame, 1q84
30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself →
from Ate Graciel
I don't know what's worse;
Being blantantly rejected or just idly put to the side.
Hmm
Okay I deleted them. I found them to be no use to me right now so why should I even bother?
I feel shitty, I’m not going to lie. I think staying in Rivergay is doing this to me. I am liberated to do whatever I want but I don’t want to do anything. Is this depression?
I’m going home for sure after Thursday vow. I need to go home.
Plan for later today (cuz it’s already...
Why can't people be straight up? Like seriously.
“It doesn’t matter who you are or what you look like, so long as somebody loves...”
– Roald Dahl (via thatkindofwoman)
Calvin and Hobbes.
Actually, this was the last comic.
My bad. lol
Honestly.
I wear my heart on my sleeve.
Is it so wrong? Yes cuz it makes you vulnerable.
When will I find the one that I would feel safe enough to do so?
Why. Why why why why why.
NTS:
Do not put yourself in a vulnerable position.
We shall see.
US push for gay rights worldwide?
Looks like Obama is really gunning for re-election!
He’s already killed Bin-Laden. What other great things can we expect in the next few months?
How about the economy? Can he fix that too?
Hmm. We shall see.
Everyone's leaving.
Seems like I’m the only one stuck at UC Rivergay.
@imidazole / boorad -- YOU ARE THE BEST!
Talking stories with my childhood friends
<3